Because She Was Fine
By Karilea Rilling Jungel
Between and betwixt Abilene and
Salina, just north of New Cambria, parallel to Interstate 70 and upon a hill,
sits Highland Cemetery. It overlooks the valleys of the countryside to the
north, south, east and west. Established by the farmers and ranchers of the
area back in the 1860’s, it became a prominent highlight in my life in April,
1980.
Highland Cemetery - photo by Karilea Rilling Jungel |
That was the year that two people
who were planning a second marriage to one another came to Salina. He was
returning home, bringing his fiancée to meet his mother, and to gain her
approval. Mabel Marie Jorg Jungel, born November 18, 1908, and who had at one
time been a one-room schoolhouse educator, a farmer-rancher’s wife, and a
mother to an only child at age 35, was to either anoint a yea or nay as to
whether or not this transplanted Californian would be granted approval to marry
her only boy. It was Easter weekend in April 1980, and although she and I had
talked prior to this meeting several times over the phone, I was still nervous
about meeting this icon of womanhood.
She was 71 at the time of our
meeting, blue of eye and grey of hair, and although she had arthritic hands,
she bequeathed wonderful hugs. The first night’s dinner for her boy was his
favorite chicken and noodles; you might know the kind – thick Amish-style
noodles with huge chunks of chicken and a gravy/sauce not to be replicated. She
told me as how she used to make the noodles herself and hang them off the backs of
wooden chairs "in my day”;
she was full of aphorisms of what we
came to call “Mabel-isms”… little succinct sayings that only she could utter,
and she did so with charm and smiles.
By morning she was ready, dressed (and
I do mean “dress”) and set to see the countryside by car. We had spent the
night before going through boxes of photos so I could meet all of the ancestry
that she had to share. Most, of course, were taken in black and white; my
imagination had to fill in the color of the people and countryside. So we gathered
in her car with her son at the wheel, and off we were. My sense of direction
was totally skewed, so I had to be told if we were going N-S-E or W.
photo by Karilea Rilling Jungel |
However, I felt I had a good eye and a sense for architecture and style. We were hours out on the sand and gravel roads. Passing a house “going north” as I was told, I would eye a structure as if to be invited back…and in case there was a test. I would be given a story of who had lived there and who had died there and tried to follow the conversation between my fiancé and his mother and keeping an eye on the countryside and trust me…neither of them hardly bothered to take a breath, the words were flying between them with no way to get a question in edgewise or any other way.
But…after a while, it would seem like the same road again, the same house or barn again, but from a different direction. There was only one problem. Names appointed to the homes earlier were changing. It took me some while to realize that Mabel, depending on which direction she was traveling, would be talking about another family living there in an entirely different decade! When I realized that her seven decades had seen many changes, only then did I finally settle back, because if there was going to be a test by the end of the day, I would just have to plan to fail, and miserably! I was lost in the history as the stories were so vast and numerous.
However, the highlight of the day came toward late afternoon. I had already mistaken pretty purple flowers for “lovely” before I learned they were the dreaded and illegal musk-thistle. I did, however, identify some birds appropriately, and knew the difference between a horse and a cow, so maybe I would make an “ok” country girl after all. I seemed “trainable.”
Then we found ourselves on top of a
high hill, surrounded by tall and ancient cedar trees in a cemetery that still
sported fences around plots of graves within a wholly fenced in surrounding. Antique
posts and gates had been placed around some family gravesites because of
wandering cattle before a newer 1930’s fence enclosed the entire cemetery. But
the height of the hill gave me pause. For once upon a time there had been a
moment in the past when buffalo, Indians and Settlers had roamed the area in Bleeding
Kansas. You could feel the sacredness of the surroundings. You could smell the
history by touching the stones as Mabel shared her kith and kin on both sides
of the family, the Aunts, Uncles, Grandmas and Grandpas; Cousins, Sisters and
Brothers. As she rolled off the names, I recognized many from the stories told
just the night before.
photo by Karilea Rilling Jungel |
photo by Karilea Rilling Jungel |
Then we came to her husband Roy’s
gravestone. Roy had passed just a couple of years before, just before Christmas
1978. My fiancé told me that the funeral cars reached from the hill south to Old
Highway 40 before all had arrived, nearly two point two miles. Mabel explained
that she would be buried alongside her husband, and she added in a kind voice, “of
course, Carroll will lie there, and you go there, beside him.”
That was her way of telling me I was
going to be one of the family. Oh, I loved her from that day, because she was
fine!
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